Im gay .
There are much worse things then dying. I look out of my bedroom window, through the cracked glass, only to see a graveyard. The concrete stands firm below my neighbors feet. I wonder if anyone out side my window knows the terrible feelings I have towards the distant faces that I see. This anger that is like poison in my veins will surly kill me. I will never submit to this false existence. These imaginary people with their happy perfect lives and bundles of friends. These people can all burn together. I am here alone for a reason. To fight the war inside of my mind, the war I have declared against this world and myself. However, it is obvious that I am the only person who will fall on this battlefield. 40mg of Nexium later and I am still here.
I will never submit . Sleep Forever X






